On Nov. 18, 1995, Itzhak Perlman,
the violinist, came on stage to give a concert at Lincoln Center in New York
City. If you have ever been to a Perlman concert, you know that getting on
stage is no small achievement for him. He was stricken with polio as a child,
and has braces on both legs and walks with the aid of two crutches.
To
see him walk across the stage one step at a time, painfully and slowly, is
a sight. He walks painfully, yet majestically, until he reaches his chair.
Then he sits down, slowly, puts his crutches on the floor, undoes the clasps
on his legs, tucks one foot back and extends the other foot forward. Then
he bends down and picks up the violin, puts it under his chin, nods to the
conductor and proceeds to play.
By now, the audience is used to this ritual.
They sit quietly while he makes his way across the stage to his chair. They
remain reverently silent while he undoes the clasps on his legs. They wait
until he is ready to play.
But
this time, something went wrong. Just as he finished the first few bars,
one of the strings on his violin broke. You could hear it snap -- it went
off like gunfire across the room. There was no mistaking what that sound
meant. There was no mistaking what he had to do.
People who were there that night thought
to themselves: "We figured that he would have to get up, put on the clasps
again, pick up the crutches and limp his way off stage - to either find another
violin or else find another string for this one, or wait for someone to bring
him another." But he didn't.
Instead, he waited a moment, closed his eyes and then signalled the conductor
to begin again. The orchestra began, and he played from where he had left
off. And he played with such passion and such power and such purity, as they
had never heard before.
Of course, anyone knows that it is
impossible to play a symphonic work with just three strings. I know that;
you know that. But that night Itzhak Perlman refused to know that. You could
see him modulating, changing, and recomposing the piece in his head. At one
point, it sounded like he was de-tuning the strings to get new sounds from
them that they had never made before.
When he finished, there was an awesome
silence in the room. And then people rose and cheered. There was an extraordinary
outburst of applause from every corner of the auditorium. Everyone was on
their feet, screaming and cheering, doing everything they could to show how
much they appreciated what he had done.
He smiled, wiped the sweat from
his brow, raised his bow to quiet the audience, and then he said, not boastfully,
but in a quiet, pensive, reverent tone, "You know, sometimes it is the artist's
task to find out how much music you can still make with what you have left."
What
a powerful line that is. And who knows? Perhaps that is the way of life -
not just for an artist but for all of us. Here is a man who has prepared
all his life to make music on a violin with four strings, who all of a sudden,
in the middle of a concert, finds himself with only three strings, and the
music he made that night with just three strings was more beautiful, more
sacred, more memorable, than any that he had ever made before, when he had
four strings.
So, perhaps our task in this shaky,
fast-changing, bewildering world in which we live, is to make music, at first
with all that we have, and then, when that is no longer possible, to make
music with what we have left.
In this year where so much has been
taken from us all, let us all stop for a moment during this holiday season
and think how we can make beautiful music with what we have left.